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Today's Chaos (ahem...grumbling)

Today's chaos is more accurately described as today's grumbling.  Today I took Jack for a fun breakfast date between going to the playground and running errands.   And sadly, I couldn't help but look at the receipt and think how many hours working at the restaurant that it took to pay for that small meal.  I try not to grumble about money too loudly as I know how blessed I am to occasionally go out to eat and to buy my kids nice school clothes and pay for their music and dance lessons - all things that we do not take for granted. 
But some days in middle class America, every single thing seems to lose value in comparison to how many low paying hours we worked to pay for that thing, and it honestly just feels like a dark cloud of gloom, stress, and fear that whispers, "will we have enough to make it through each month, each unexpected car problem, each medical emergency, each unexpected kid growth spurt?"

Today's Grace and Gratitude

I've been so busy lately that I have really missed quality time with my youngest, Jack.   We have time together every day, but today I was intentional about giving him my entire morning.   Part of the time, we were just running errands together, but that focused Jack time was precious, and I'm so grateful for it.


2 Corinthians 6:7 (Written by people going through things far worse than a tight budget)
"Now with the voice of truth and power of God—armed on the right and armed on the left with righteousness from God—we continue."

When gloom, stress, and fear whisper to me, I will listen for this voice of truth and keep moving forward - one faithful step at a time

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